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Falling Down / Falling Up

Journal Entry: Wed Aug 19, 2009, 11:44 PM
I'm still not liking my job. I thought that now that I am at one store and have a good schedule I would be happy. It's the people. They're nice, but I just don't fit there. A pharmacy is a small and busy place. Lots of things have to be done a certain way. If you don't fit, you really don't fit.
I'm not going to the gym often enough this week since I work ten hour days and Loren is leaving tonight. I don't want him to go. Loren is one of my real male friends. I mean, I've lost a lot of people the last few years so I don't have many friends anymore. I still talk to a bunch of people, but Loren, Joe and I hang every night almost. He's Joe's friend and I'm the girlfriend. Now we hang. We're friends. That's so nice. How gay, ha ha.
My art is not happening. Work and stress and this diet and going to the gym and I have this cello in my room that I don't play. I need to get ready to move and go to school and it's been really hard trying to get it all together.
I'm still slipping, and now that I'm losing weight, I'm thinking about all the other things I don't like about me.
Fuck. My shoulders are hurting, ha ha.
Heroes is bumming me out too. It's so much cooler than what I'm doing. I want to be "special" too.

BLAH! Need to be up beat.

-F

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  • Mood: Gloomy
  • Listening to: Pandora (Death Cab for Cutie/Killers)
  • Reading: Frankenstein 3 - Dean Koontz
  • Watching: Heroes: SS1 - I'm an addict now...
  • Playing: FFXII / FFVII / Sims3
  • Eating: P.B. and J! YEAH!
  • Drinking: Hot Cocoa
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  • Current Residence: .Neverland On Cocaine.
  • Interests: writing, art, photography, strange facts.
  • Favourite movie: Fight Club, Master and Commander, Sleepy Hollow, Boondock Saints, From Hell, Batman Forever..
  • Favourite band or musician: Coldplay, The Beatles(of course), Manson, David Bowie, Moody Blues, Pink Floyd, Tool, NIN....
  • Favourite genre of music: anything except most country and rap.
  • Favourite artist: too many to list....and Brom.
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edgar A. Poe, Laurell K. Hamilton, Anne Bishop, Marian Bradley, miss-muphet333, thousandpapercrane.
  • Favourite photographer: lithiumpicnic, spooeyragdoll, tvds...lots more
  • Favourite style of art: All kinds.
  • Operating System: Model:Frost No:01-01251988.
  • MP3 player of choice: Zune
  • Shell of choice: My mask.
  • Wallpaper of choice: Apnea pictures by LithiumPicnic.
  • Skin of choice: Pale and rough.
  • Favourite game: Final Fantasy 7, 3, 6, 12, Tactics, Morrowind, Daggerfall, Battlefield 1942..
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2, PSone, Computer, Wii, XBox360.
  • Favourite cartoon character: I'm going to say book character: Micah, Frost, Nathaniel. (L.K.H. Fan right here...)
  • Personal Quote: 'You forget you're ugly as shit and you have no dick.'
  • Tools of the Trade: Paint, Pencil, Paper, Camera, Photoshop and Senses.

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Comments


:iconenhancer:
~Enhancer Sep 27, 2009, 3:42:48 PM
Hey, what's this package I got in the mail from you? What the shit is that?
:iconchildofthefrost:
*childofthefrost Oct 8, 2009, 8:24:55 PM
Um....I don't remember?

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"It's a rich man's war, but it's a poor man's fight"
clubs--> ~perfect-circle ~MansonLovers
:iconenhancer:
~Enhancer Oct 8, 2009, 9:45:30 PM
Apparently it was the immigration info for the parents. Wrong address, they live in a cold damp place. No, not mom's vagoo.
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*indigodeep Aug 16, 2009, 9:34:56 AM
Hi thanks ever so much for the faves I really appreciate it :hug:

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I love photoshop and I don't care who knows it
Kind regards Karen
:iconsqee123:
Mood: Wow! ~sqee123 Aug 15, 2009, 2:45:01 PM
your work is amazing!

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DANCE,as if no one is waching
:iconchildofthefrost:
*childofthefrost Aug 15, 2009, 8:34:52 PM
*blush* Thanks much. I'm so stoked you think so. I'm going to try selling some.

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"It's a rich man's war, but it's a poor man's fight"
clubs--> ~perfect-circle ~MansonLovers
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Mood: Joy ~sqee123 Aug 18, 2009, 4:06:22 PM
cool! maybe ill buy one!

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DANCE,as if no one is waching
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=jeannerin Jul 29, 2009, 8:57:40 PM
late... but thanks for the support :) really apreciated :hug: greetings :peace:
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~Vivez-pour-danser Jun 22, 2009, 8:53:46 PM
I know you're planning on leaving Alaska but if you do feel like making a trip back may I recommend mid-late July 2010, I'd love to see you again and if it happens to be at my reception all the better.
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